DEAR DIARY: SNBP REJECTION

 28/03/2023

Dear, diary.

Today is my darkest day, among my days on my early-adult age. My fight for 3 years have to pass away, due to my rejected-letter from UPNVJ. Now it's 6 p.m. It has 3 hours since the first I got rejected. Actually, I'm stress. I'm so stress as many stressors come to my mind. 

In one point, I realize something. Dude, this SNBP *** thing is not THE ONLY ONE for your BRIGHT future! I'm sorry for being rude, but this is TRUE! Don't be sad, stress or (maybe) commit suicide just because that SNBP ***! This just brings disadvantage situation for your BRIGHT future. DON'T LET THEM STEAL YOUR FUTURE!

I know I've said this exactly 3 years ago, when I got rejected (again) from the most favorite senior high school in this planet. The same situation. You know this adage? "Many ways to Rome." Yeah, I agree. For proof, I can still study at SHS until graduate 3 years later. And also now, there are ways if you have will. 

God, you know my best, and what best for me. Though this university not the best, you know the best for my future. Thank you for all you show me now. It motivates me to go further, forward, better. And knowing my strength.

Hope all the best. For the next Unhan and UTBK to FK Unja & Untirta! Wait for me!